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mugen_edamameJust now, while studying in the common room, my flatmate the astrophysicist in-training walked in to brew a mug of coffee.
Cheerful worried chit-chat was cheerful and worried (mofo exams start on Monday ahahaha) and I showed her the stuff I was working on.
Doing Japanese grammar at 1 ay emm, I'm so hardcore.
Anyways, while she was leaving, she said she's sure that learning Japanese is as hard as quantum mechanics. I don't think I've ever felt so validated as I did when she said that solemnly.
Because I really really wanted to do cosmology/astrophysics, but my results weren't good enough. And her studying that somehow ties in with me studying what I am studying. Because she thinks I'm smart doing what I do ;~; whereas my general approach is that I do the things I do because I'm not smart enough.
Questionable self-worth at almost 2 am, after several hours of solid studying, but I somehow feel genuinely re-heartened.
Rrrrr. Goodnight everyone <3
Cheerful worried chit-chat was cheerful and worried (mofo exams start on Monday ahahaha) and I showed her the stuff I was working on.
Doing Japanese grammar at 1 ay emm, I'm so hardcore.
Anyways, while she was leaving, she said she's sure that learning Japanese is as hard as quantum mechanics. I don't think I've ever felt so validated as I did when she said that solemnly.
Because I really really wanted to do cosmology/astrophysics, but my results weren't good enough. And her studying that somehow ties in with me studying what I am studying. Because she thinks I'm smart doing what I do ;~; whereas my general approach is that I do the things I do because I'm not smart enough.
Questionable self-worth at almost 2 am, after several hours of solid studying, but I somehow feel genuinely re-heartened.
Rrrrr. Goodnight everyone <3
